Exhausted...

Seriously there's no time...This week was a bust - 4 exams!

I'm so negative feeling right now prob not the best time for a blogger rant - but I'm wiped out. I get up at 6am just so I can clean my house in the morning and get in some studying since most days I get home at 7:30 and have to be getting ready for bed my 9pm. And those 90 minutes I am not at my ideal brain time for studying. moosh vs sponge.

And Tues we get home at 9 since we teach inst. plus it really takes A LOT of work to prepare those lessons esp since I don't know JACK about the B of M. Its not a review for me, Its like I am a student too.

Then theres the weekends, the blessed weekends where every single waking moment could be spent cleaning this S(@#* hole, preparing my lessons, studying for my many extremely difficult exams, taking care of my stupid pets, etc etc etc etc. But all I want to do is get some R and R. So I get some, then feel guilty bc later I will feel BOGED down all week by what I DIDN'T do on Sat.

The garage can't even be parked in. The powder room is half remodeled half a piece of crap. The couch needs cleaning, I need to do all my laundry, I need to fully sweep vacuum and mop the bottom floor, dust, REALLY clean the kitchen, clean out my nasty fridge, oh and my dining room, lets not even go there!

I can only study about 3 hours at once or I start to hallucinate.

Ok - so that's all folks. I know having kids is harder than this but let the childless girl complain.

Oh Plust Neena just had her puppies so I have had about 0 GOOD hours of sleep the last couple days waiting for her labor. She had three last night around midnight. This will be her last litter. Then snip snip snip.